Something unusually usual

festivals

i know,its the most usual thing you'll say,the 3day music festivals,camping included.But in some countries its a ones in a life time experience,To be abroad.To watch your favourite band among 50.000 other crazy fans like you. But onces you've experienced it you cannot stop it,like eating a potato-chip:you end up eating them all,or like having your first tattoo,admit it,you now its not going to be the last too.Im too lucky already to have been in two.One,Germany-shitty weather-amazing bands-astonishly muddy-unbelievable organized,unforgettable aquantances. Second,France-1000 degrees-not an inch of mud-green-shitty organized(concerts where separeted from camping with a 10min bus)-green-french people(it depends how one sees it)>easier to pass my camera from the security.As a result of all the above,here are some of them,some i loved.

Wonderfulness in everyday life

Changed my mind
It wont be a countdown of my days while in an other country anymore cause i found it boring.
Im just going to mumble about the pretty little things in everyday life wich anyone can find just by LOOKING around even if one doesnt believe it.How wonderful every second of ones day can be just by noticing stuff in a different way.The colors in the atmosphere after the rain could never be more clearer.Thats beautiful.The music one can hear around him even if there's no music:bicycle bells,wind,birds,paper taken by the wind,paper getting torn,a cigarette put off in water,the sound the waves make at the sea,the sand falling from ones hand.Thats beautiful.Staring at people,not in a bad way,just elaborating strangers with your eyes and making up a story in your mind about that person.Thats beautiful.Getting dressed up depending on your mood (whatever that might be),paint your face with colors on your cheek or on the side of your eyes without giving a damn what people think when they see you.Thats beautiful.Getting drunk or stoned not in a normal amount that makes you feel king or queen and see everything around you perfect and amazing.Thats beautiful.Watching stuff melt,or burned or just stare at the sea for 100 hours without thinking,worrying,THATS BEAUTIFUL.Every moment is beutiful if you use your eyes the way you should,the right way.

My purpose here

Forgot to say,I'll always be writting while i drink my tea and smoke a cigarette (or the opposite) and the time you need to read it is only a sip of your tea and a puff of your cigarette.

Just this time i stole this picture from the net cuz it really represents the blo.From now on though i wont.-

38th day

This is my first day of my non-diary blog but the 38th day Im in France,
Away from my friends,far from my family,my life,the self i used to know.

It's difficult you may say the first days.And yes it is still the begining, but 

things are starting to get boring and dull.I really cant say which life i prefer.

Actually its the 4th new start im trying out.They all turned out to be pretty 

good,but really?I mean really?Is that all there is?I need more.I sound hell

lotta selfish but i know im not satisfied.How do you know that you have

enough?How do you know you've got everything you ever wanted if

you dont try everything first?Everything is something elusive though.

Like now,I was talking to a friend who's looking for the love of his life,

say he finds her.HOW the hell does he know that there is an other person

somewhere on the other edge of the planet that's exactly the same as him,the 

"other half" as people say.Bullshit.Even if you have everything you ever wanted

you always want more.

I started writting about something else though.Screw it.